"When you watch a show and cry, it's because how much it can impact on you and make you realize something." - Azely
Labels: Short Story
That line is being said by John Lydon on his last performance with the Sex Pistols in the 70s.
Labels: Short Story
The Classmates.
The only time you can see me with a shades.
Photo of the day.
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I’ve decided my mind; I’m left with 6 more months of working so I would rather stick with Andersen.
Somehow, today it made me realize something, or doesn’t need me to realize also can. It is where I think human sometimes don’t mind doing things that they love even if what they receive in the end isn’t worth the effort they put in.
I remembered mum ask this before, “Why do people still doing something as a job even if they aren’t making a profit?” And so my answer to her was that there are two kinds of people in this world on why they choose the work. First are those that work because of the money and second are those that work because they love doing what they are doing. And I am the second one. :D
Labels: Highlight
Obviously, I was "singing" which I usually do on the way back from the car park till I reach my void deck. My term of "singing" here means to make some screamo sound, which I obviously fail. And imagine this, I don't live on high floor, but my mum can hear me "sing"! So that means, my neighbor also can hear me sing! SO PAISEH LAR SEH!Today, just did some vocal recording. I'm trying to apply for the position screamo vocalist here for the band please. So, listen to my demo and give comments. Haha! Oh yah, credits to Underoath for the song Reinventing Your Exit.
The vocal is clean here. No added effect or maybe just a compressor.
For this one, I used the microphone effect. And I really like this one.
Labels: (Name Here)-Related, Recording, Video
Today was Sound Design and EXCITING! We are finally on some practical, that is to record sounds and the theme was Horrific. So what else, we tried to make some ghost like story. And not forgetting, amazing team I got because there is AZEELA! And Berry and Pearlyn. Lazy to elaborate, I will just let you all listen. Oh yah, just a warning, it's good to listen not at night, can be pretty scary near the endings. Don't worry, the video is all black because I don't have any video to use and there isn't any website that allow me to host songs, or I am just lazy to find. So, BE AFRAID!
Hmm... My tongue is sick right now. It is in pain because I got 4 freaking teeth holes below my tongue! And that is only like the minimum I can count. One of the hole is still bleeding up till now even though it took place yesterday. Just a brief explanation, there are 2 holes at the outer side of the tongue, both left and right. And the other 2 is near the veins there, still the same, both left and right.
I think I bite my tongue because of my dream. I remembered I do dream about some were-pire. But, I didn't bite anyone, so that doesn't give my teeth the right to bite my tongue. I'm fine when I am eating but when I am drinking water, it is SUPERULTRAPAINFUL! OHHH!!! The 2 holes near the veins there, it seems like the "skin" is somesort of peel off from my tongue. And it made me wonder howwill my tongue get cured? I mean, it's always wet and not like when your skin get hurt, it can be dried up.
Before I end, imagine this; You coming home tired from work, get your food and sit on the table. And on the table, you saw the picture below:
What would you feel? I just do hope you all understand the picture.
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That two answer is pretty hard enough that slap me right at my face. It made me think, "AM I REALLY CLOSE UP ABOUT MY LIFE?" Somehow, I've also been thinking about this few days back, "Do I have different personality for different people?"
For example, how I can be loud and irritating in the class but I am all quiet when I'm being at certain place. And I wished that I would just have this personality of quiet no matter what conditions it is, be it in class, outside or at home.
Well, someone made me think about this question. So yeah, I need to know this badly.
The only answer I can give right now on why I am close up about my life, I write them more on my blog than more I want to tell. Most of my close up life is all written indirectly. It could contains just a sentence and it's all enough to let people know my life. And, I don't think people are interested in my life. We all are just to busy with our own life that we don't make time.
Last sentence for this story, "Persona, is that who I really am?"
Labels: (Name Here)-Related, Think
I "got" Steinberg Cubase 4 which now allows me to master my recordings! Ableton Live sucks at their effects so now I can rely on Cubase. And not only that, I can dual-monitor! One monitor for other stuff and one monitor to do multimedia. Just try to understand... Or look below!
Cool Ay!
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Me, I like to think a lot. Even when I am riding, I am still thinking. So, here's what I was thinking about yesterday.
Last time, I asked Ain, between your "special one" and family, who would you choose over for. She didn't give me the asnwer. At that point of time, if you were to ask me, I would just straight away say that it would be family.
HOWEVER, if you were to ask me now this question, I wouldn't answer it.
P.s. I used "special one" for a certain reason. But, it is somehow the same as boyfriend/girlfriend.
Labels: (Name Here)-Related, Ride/Think
TODAY WAS PRETTY A GOOD DAY!
I've been busy with school with the lessons that are EXCITING which ended up with me not being able to update my story. That is why my last three stories is filled with pictures.
So anyway, I've started working again, AT ANDERSEN. I know I might sound want and will quit Andersen, in any of my previous post, but I didn't. However, I did try to find a new job, tried Coffeebean and Swensens at West Mall, but no luck. But luckily, Nurul, my new supervisor asked if I would like to work with her at Andersen new outlet, which I shouldn't disclosed where.
I "started" on Thursday, which isn't supposed to be the day I should start working. I came there and Nurul was like, "You're not suppose to work today. It's tomorrow, Friday." And I was like, okay, that is so stupid of me. But still, she asked me to work in order to get the drift of the working place.
So far the work was as usual as Suntec but here, it's pretty empty because, hint number 1 of where I work, it's a new mall and only half of the mall shops is open. BUT, it seems like I am able to bring up the sales for yesterday. Well, people are there to see the new "handsome" staff of Andersen. Okay, hint number 2 of where I work, it's the first eco mall in Singapore.
OH, not forgetting, I'm working back again with Yao Hua, who used to work at Suntec with me, before she goes to Parkway Parade and Square 2.
AND ONCE AGAIN, I HELL OF A LOT LIKE TODAY! IT WAS A GREAT HANGOUT.
This is Yao Hua.
Nurul, Yao Hua & Me!
The first picture...
The next picture...
And so on...
The last picture...
and azee title for this picture, "PAPA JAHAT!"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Labels: Picture
10/10/2009
For the very first time, I just carried a baby in my arms. SUPER SCARY, but happy got to do so.
11/10/2009
Hi, My Name Is Syabil Anaqi!
On 9 October 2009, a new part family is being added to the family. And his name is Syabil Anaqi! Yeap, he is my... NEPHEW! And that makes me an... UNCLE! Gosh, I thought I would like to mature when I'm 20 years old, but guess not anymore. I am an UNCLE and can't be a kid anymore! Haha!
I'm sure he's going to be dote on. He's like the first grandson or nephew for both my brother and sister in law side, for our family. But, he's going to be a good boy, just like me! And I' going to influence him to like Kamen Rider!
One thing about his name, special name as brother said so, Anaqi. At first I thought it was ANARCHY, but luckily it's not. If not... Haha!
I finally understand myself, I'm not good at taking landscape, abstract, potrait, etc. I'm only good at taking ACTION, whereby people are always doing something and not faking things up.
Went around my housing and there is nothing I could take and ended up going to one of the park where there is a skate park. And lucky me, there are one guy skating and a girl recording him skating. So, I brave up and go towards them. Co-incidentally, the guy skateboard came towards me and I took my opportunity to ask him whether I can take a photos of him and he say yes. From there, I am able to take some photos and glad to say make friends as well. All I have to do now is send him the pictures later. Oh yah, his name is Barry.
Next, just went to other bikepark near my house, took photos and went back home.
Felt satisfied!
I've got a Flickr account, so I'll just upload any photoshoots to there.
http://www.flickr.com/azely_lar
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Scared that I will be bored and fcuked up like on Monday, I decided to go out and raya at the East side, ALONE!
Left house around 7.30pm and ride all the way to Pasir Ris. Luckily I see the map first before leaving if not, I'm sure I would get lost. First house was Mr Shahiran house from Screenbox as he invited me to his house. We mostly talked, like duh, before I ate the chicken rice prepared just for me which made me feel super " malu" but it was nice! After eating, continue talking before going to the last house. I stayed at his house for one hour plus!
Then, it was the last house... HaHa! Actually I would like to go to Haneey house, but not sure she's back at home, and my old Andersen manager house, which I then could not get to contact with. So, ended up with... *drum roll... AZEELA HOUSE! Happy lar seh, last year cannot go, so this year must really go to her house.
I reached around 10.10pm due to my lostness as usual, and thanks to Azeela great advice of saying it's near a stadium, it "greatly" helped in the finding of her house. And I feel bad for making Azeela mum came down to entertain me when she wasn't feeling well. We talked about school, about NS and one part, really I cannot take it. TALK ABOUT MY FACE LOOK LIKE FARHAN SHAH! Her mum said our hair look the same... But this is the part I am bluffing, she said I look more handsome than him. Oh well...
And Azeela is the second person to notice something different about me. YAY TO HER! And thanks for the cookies! :D
Sometimes, I do hate myself with my attitude as everyone knows, where I will keep quiet and stay one side.
But sometimes, I do like it for it makes me think a lot.
I like to think about the world. How the world works. Why it is the state it is in right now.
I like to think about how I am as a person. Am I good? Or am I bad?
I like to think about someone. Is the person safe and sound? How is the person day today?
I like to think about my future. What am I going to do for today? What should my future be like?
And etc...
But sometimes, it make me think negative stuff. That's where the whole world will falls down on me and my day could turn out shucks.
You can think and say about something. But deep down, do you really think you will do it? Because you're actually scared.
So, think..
Labels: (Name Here)-Related, Think
Lesson start at 9.15am but I'm already in school by 8.30am. Like my usual routine before new terms start, I need to format the freaking lappy to make it "fresh".
It was Studio Technique today and what a special class we have, only 12 students and none is from the School of the Arts. It's a mixture from SIT, SHL and SEG. Power pack! And only first day, we get interrogation by the facilitator like mad. I did pretty badly, thanks.
And not forgetting, able to meet up with beloved classmates. I can't believe this, Andy say he misses me a bit. I was happy lar seh! Not that I am gay and miss him also, but yeah. I'm looking forward to my next 3 lessons which is going to be stoked! Oh yeah, I am able to get all the choice of modules I want.
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Oh, I asked mum about is it wrong for a Muslim to wear a crucifix and she scold the shit out of me. Okay, maybe not that hardcore, but she just don't allow it. Even my sis asked about it and get scolding as well. Haha!
AND LAST BEST THING OF ALL... I want to get a new license but I was thinking of getting either bike 2A or car license. At first, I want to just get 2A but after a certain reason, like Mak Cik Stacy won't be taking 2A for now, I decided to drop the idea. And finally, my mum told me to take car license, sponsored by mum and dad. Yes, WEE! But, I don't want to use their money! GAH! Guess, it's own and pay back in the future then. :D
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Today, was the "last" day of attachment. Well, actually it was yesterday, but I just came back to finish up the rest of my work. Pretty sad to leave the company, even though it's only 5 and a half weeks. It have been fun working there, meeting new peoples, like tons! First is the collegue and next is I get to meet few artist, like El-Faezah Ulhaq, Hetty Sarlene & others.
Then, when I work there, I got to watch the show or movies before they are being telecast on TV. And I'm hook to Nur Kasih show because I got to watch episode 8 to 13 and it's a beautiful show.
So, where do I work at? I'm proud to say I work for the company Screenbox! Oh, if you all got Sensasi, watch out for some trailers that I half-made for next month, November. I made the trailers for Ali Din, TATV, Ikan Di Laut Asam Di Darat and Abadi Sebuah Cinta.
Before I end, there is a video below. It's a band I get to know from Iqbal, the editor and who is the singer of the popular band Kuburan from Indonesia. STOKED! You can see Iqbal at time 02:32. And you all show watch their live shows, SUPER NICE!
Nothing to do after that, pick up Austin at City Hall MRT and then we're off to MUSTAFA CENTER, or centre? I swear ever since I somewhat or somehow know how to get there and get back home, I like to visit there if I feel bored and lonely. LONELY SEH... :D
BUT, this time with Austin, it wasn't that lonely. Strange and I don't know why, when I hang out with him yesterday, I'm back to my "old" self, the one who are the greatest bastard I will ever be.And on the way back home, the stupidest me I will ever be when I'm on the road because I don't know the way back home once again. I took the AYE, which I mistook for PIE, and ended up the journey being far. And I took the wrong Clementi turn which further added another far journey.
BUT, as a new label which is call "Think", I want to write this:
Open up the door instead of it opening for you. Take the risk and chance, for all you know, it could be the best thing you'll ever feel and get.
