Isn't it wonderful how when someone is in love, they can do tons of things that he/she never thought he could do? Well, that goes for me.
It's just strange how it's been a long time since I last talked with a girl on the phone and I managed to do that. It's an awesome feeling to see that girl smile and how that could change your whole day. There could be lots of "It's..." but I'm not going there.
However, the last one I would like to mention is that it's a miracle how love could change someone and it is in good way. My faith have been much better than who I am before that girl. It all started with how she said about praying 5 times a day and how if we couldn't fulfill them, we should do the 'Qada'. Honestly speaking, before that talk, it's rare of me to pray 5 times a day or even worst, never pray at all. All thanks to her, I am able to make comeback to hug back Islam for good.
But sad to say, that sometimes, things don't go our way. Shit things do happens most of the time but it's up to us to decide on how to accept it, be it good or bad way. I could do something, continue to win her heart or just stop everything. And in the end, I just take choice two.
Stupid? Yes, it might sound stupid that after a long time of fighting this fight, I just ended it that way. I don't want in the near future that when I'm finding for my special someone, there will be another guy that is fighting for her as well. The way on how I heard the story of sad, anger and emotional of a guy, I put myself in that person shoes and I think. Thus, I made a choice and I hope I've made a right one.
Well, this post goes out to 'Weird Girl'. But, for every line that I (said/send/gave) you on your birthday, it still stays that way.
P.s. Reason for calling 'Weird Girl' is not out of disrespect for you, but just that it better stays that way.
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Okay, I don't know how to answer that but I travel from Admiralty to Toa Payoh just to find camera lens. And in the end, didn't buy a single lens.
Have to thank Wayne for accompanying me to different place. Oh, our destination shop was Cash Converter and it was at Ang Mo Kio and Toa Payoh. Actually, I went to Admiralty and none of the lens was to my interest until Wayne suggested going Ang Mo Kio. Here's a stupid part, we reached there and the shop was doing stock checking. And Ang Mo Kio Cash Converter is the only place with tons of lens as mentioned by Wayne. Chill at Mac Donald to show him one lens selling by one forumer of Club Snap which is being sold to another person in the end. I REALLY LOVE THAT LENS! BLOODY HELL!
Next suggestion by him was Toa Payoh. And we like real want to walk from Ang Mo Kio to Toa Payoh. Half-way the journey from Ang Mo Kio to Bishan already exhausted me out and billions of vulgarity sure came out of my mouth. Haha! In the end, just took bus 88 from Bishan to Toa Payoh. For 30 minutes of the journey, we only stay there for 5 minutes because there isn't any lens there. Our epic journey ended there before departing.
And see the effect it produces!
Before I end this post, something I was thinking while riding back home. What makes me different from all Mats out there; even though I have a bike while outside with friends, I will leave that bike and go with my friends taking public transport. So, what I want to say is that Mats will always be with their bike wherever they went.
But, I do hope that you all understand me that I am in fact joking here. Because there is two possibilities, either I am stupid that I rather take public transport over bike just for friend(s) or I am just being an ass for thinking this way about people that like to ride bike.
Peace out!
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While riding on the way to work, I cried. It was a momentarily cries.
This few days and weeks of working, I would be feeling all down and sad at certain times. I would tell Yao Hua about it but somehow, I myself don't know why I am feeling so and I am trying hard to find out. But just now, I think I have the answer.
Just to add more to my sadness, both mum, dad and younger sister is at Batam holidaying. At home, it's only me and my big sister.
While riding, I was listening to Recurring Dream by Idiot Pilot. A good song I'll have to say. It is slow but a building up kind of song. And somehow, it is able to bring out the sadness out of me. So, I was asking myself why I am feeling all down and sad all these times. It ranged from me overworking and not getting enough rest, money whereby I think that it is always insufficient or girls with how complicated sometimes they are. However, in the end when I think about my family, I just cried. I just knew that at that point of time, it's about my family that is making me feeling all these.
Thinking back, I am working, doing project or out with friends. I am no longer like the old me, who will always go out with the family during weekend. I can say that most of the times I am busy working my ass off full shift on the weekends. For the trip to Batam, mum would like to sponsor for the trip but I refused that offer. And I asked myself this, “Why am I working so hard and not having time for my family.” Okay, I have to admit that money is also important, important for my everyday life, paying for my bills and to ensure that I don't have to use up a single of my parents money. It's time for my parents to have a rest and not supporting me. That is why I refused the offer by mum.
But still, family is like at the top of that pyramid. I just got to make more time for my family.
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I don't what's up with me, just kept seeing things that got to do with Moon and Stars. Probably its because New Moon is coming out like… TOMORROW!
I'm not excited over it, just that I thought its out on 3rd December. And I don't know whether I should watch it or not. Who want to go with me! Or, I should make an agreement with the person who watches Twilight with me last year. The agreement is that we should watch all Twilight saga series together and it can be accompanied by other people as well. So, how is it? *Eye brow up-up.
Yesterday, while riding back home, as usual; I like to look up into the skies to see the moon and star(s). Always, I see that the moon is accompanying the star and they are both close to each other. I was trying to find other stars but couldn't find any. However, after a long journey and almost back home, I finally saw other stars, not bright and they are far from the moon. In conclusion, I told myself that it’s really the end of the first movement.
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Me, I like to think a lot. Even when I am riding, I am still thinking. So, here's what I was thinking about yesterday.
Last time, I asked Ain, between your "special one" and family, who would you choose over for. She didn't give me the asnwer. At that point of time, if you were to ask me, I would just straight away say that it would be family.
HOWEVER, if you were to ask me now this question, I wouldn't answer it.
P.s. I used "special one" for a certain reason. But, it is somehow the same as boyfriend/girlfriend.
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